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I'm bored

Started by BSEK, 29-Jan-2005 (Sat) @ 20:02:42

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Shidasko

#30
10-Sep-2005 (Sat) @ 22:53:25
lol sure besk.. you just try and see what happens...
You might be able to chase me, but I can hide!! Hehh

*runs off intot he far distance*
"If something is hard, its not worth doing" - Homer Simpson

BSEK

#31
10-Sep-2005 (Sat) @ 23:46:09
Quote from: Shidasko on 10-Sep-2005 (Sat) @ 22:53:25lol sure besk.. you just try and see what happens...
You might be able to chase me, but I can hide!! Hehh
*runs off intot he far distance*

......... But I.....


*BSEK just stands there*

When you say try and see what happens... And when I try so hard to just to be like other people.. It hurt to remember of  the painful memories... That try to kill me inside.. just by remembering those memories.. And to be treated like you do not belong here... I'm at the point that I can not do any thing any more... When I look back at my past it eats me alive... Because I was a normal nine a half year old girl... But thats when everything change forever.... To see my own mother every signal day watching my mother little by little lossing the fight to stay alive... But fight to stay alive my mother body was giving up the fight to live alive... Every night praying for my mom... to fight off the sun cancers...But the night of July 21, 2000.... Was going to be the last time that I was going to hear and see my mom alive.... I hug mom and kiss her on the forthead and told my mom to get better... And my mom said she would get better soon... The next morning I wake up, walk out of the hallway and opened my eyes to see my not in her bed anymore... So I went where my aunt was at and said "Where is my mom?" my aunt says nothing.. So I go into my Mom & Dad's room and said "Where is Mom? Dad! and my dad said "she no long here on earth, She in a better place now..." And once I hear that from my our dad.. I start to fell part.. And having the happy memories of my mother were getting remember from my head... And have Images going the my head trying to help my mom come back to me .... But it did not work..... Every thing I remember was gone just like my happy memories and my ture feelings that have bin locked away ever since the day she dead.... My mom was a great friend to me and a mom... My whole world was turn up side down .... and one year later just to more pain .. I lost my best friend .... and after that we more down here to VA ..... where thigns were going to get worst.... I started to get bully at school and on the bus..... And you guys know the rest of the story...
It's complicated, when love has faded
And you can't hold on anymore
You gotta let go even though you know
Your heart's gonna hate it
And it just might break it

You never stop loving somebody
No matter what you tell yourself
You never stop loving somebody
You just, start loving somebody else

Song: You Never Stop Loving Somebody
By: Big & Rich

I am the ruler of all demons..
~BSEK

1billy

#32
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 00:33:14
MORE SINGING I SAY

Artist:   Relient K
Album:   The Anatomy Of The Tongue In Cheek
Song:   Less Is More

Jesus, I pray, take all my mistakes.
Throw them away.
Destroy them for my sake.
Jesus, I call out 'cause I'm sorry.
Because I fall so short of your glory.
To the best of my ability,
I'm practicing humility,
and I lay myself before 'cause less is more.
All that I have I lay before,
with my pride on the floor.
'Cause to you less is more.
I pour out myself, all that I am.
You love me so much that you fill me again.
And may these words,
on my heart, on my lips,
somehow mean so much more than this.
Jesus, I pray, know what I'm trying to say.
I pour out myself, before you, oh Lord.
I hold nothing back, 'cause to you less is more.
And may these words,
on my heart, on my lips,
somehow mean so much more than this.
Jesus, I pray, know what I'm trying to say.
Jesus, I plead, please purify me.
Make my heart clean, drench me with your mercy.
Jesus, I pray, I love you, I need you.
For the rest of my days,
I swear I will seek you.
To the best of my ability.
I'm practicing humility,
and I lay myself before,
cause less is more.


i love that song

BSEK

#33
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 00:42:58
*raises Eyebrow* Hmmmmm..... What are you trying to doing 1billy?  ???
It's complicated, when love has faded
And you can't hold on anymore
You gotta let go even though you know
Your heart's gonna hate it
And it just might break it

You never stop loving somebody
No matter what you tell yourself
You never stop loving somebody
You just, start loving somebody else

Song: You Never Stop Loving Somebody
By: Big & Rich

I am the ruler of all demons..
~BSEK

Shidasko

#34
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 01:27:21
*sigh*

chill out and think only of the future... odnt' dwell on the past... otherwise you'll be living only in the past and be never to let go...i don't hink your mom would want to hold onto that.. and always be sad and depressed at every thought of her.. she would want you to be happy and continuing with your life... it's okay.. no one where is trying to shug you or anything. Just relax, you are among friends.
"If something is hard, its not worth doing" - Homer Simpson

BSEK

#35
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 07:14:57
Quote from: Shidasko on 11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 01:27:21*sigh*
chill out and think only of the future... odnt' dwell on the past... otherwise you'll be living only in the past and be never to let go...i don't hink your mom would want to hold onto that.. and always be sad and depressed at every thought of her.. she would want you to be happy and continuing with your life... it's okay.. no one where is trying to shug you or anything. Just relax, you are among friends.

Relax? What's that  :))
It's complicated, when love has faded
And you can't hold on anymore
You gotta let go even though you know
Your heart's gonna hate it
And it just might break it

You never stop loving somebody
No matter what you tell yourself
You never stop loving somebody
You just, start loving somebody else

Song: You Never Stop Loving Somebody
By: Big & Rich

I am the ruler of all demons..
~BSEK

Shidasko

#36
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 11:11:09
it where you lay down on a bed and smush your face into a pillow until you fall asleep... or that it's comfortable and you odn't die of suffoication...
"If something is hard, its not worth doing" - Homer Simpson

James

#37
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 17:14:03
I have been having problems sleeping.
Don't look down and say DOH!!

Single

Shidasko

#38
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 20:37:15
chug some nyquil.....
"If something is hard, its not worth doing" - Homer Simpson

Sari

#39
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 20:56:14
Just don't OD.

I don't really have problems sleeping. Last time I did, I stayed up and watched Cowboy Bebop the Movie.

Shidasko

#40
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 21:50:53
when your sad or crying.. it makes sleeping much harder.. unless your sobbing over a broken heart. then i seem to fall asleep about 45 minutes into it...
"If something is hard, its not worth doing" - Homer Simpson

Sari

#41
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 21:58:11
Hmm... I wouldn't know about that. I never tried to go to sleep while I was crying before.

Skuld-chan

#42
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 22:06:58
I have......wow did I feel much better in the morning...

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Sari

#43
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 22:45:27
It seems very relaxing to you, Senk. I guess going to sleep like that calms you a bit.

Shidasko

#44
11-Sep-2005 (Sun) @ 23:36:48
 i didn't, i felt worse with time
"If something is hard, its not worth doing" - Homer Simpson
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